He saved me, but i couldnt save him.

 Jaime and I were very close friends.  The one thing that i remember the most about Jaime is, he saved my life last year.  I was in a terrible place, i got off the path with God and I was headed in the wrong direction.  I was being picked on at school and I felt like i had no where to turn.  I had my mind set, i was going to take my own life.  I felt like Jaime was the only person that could talk to.  Keep in mind that i had my death planned.  I was ready to leave this terrible place where I thought no one cared.  But when i talked to Jaime, he changed everything for me.  The words that he said went straight into my heart.  He made me feel worth something.  From then on, I knew that I loved him.  He was the greatest guy that I had ever known.  The night that I was planning to take my own life, Jaime changed it for me.  I prayed hard that night and it has completely changed my life forever.  He is a hero to me.  He saved me.  I can’t honestly say that i know how you feel.  I really can’t imagine the pain that you are going through.  But i can honestly say that I’m always here.  I lost the best friend that I have ever had on December 8, 2009.  And Jaime will live forever in my heart.  I never once stopped loving him with everything I had, and I’m not going to stop now.  When I found out what had happened, I lost a part of me.  I would of given anything for him, and i still will.