tonights one of the worst ones
already had an attempt, but somthing holds me back
and im really glad it does, i know i dont wanna die. i just know it. i just dont wanna live like this anymore, its got to be the most painful thing to go through. i cant sleep. i cant eat. ive lost over 15 pounds now. my hip has my cuts than you can imagine, my hand is burned with blisters. theyve tried everything. and so far nothing will help. when i call, no one seems to understand whats going on. i feel like they dont even care. like that theyy think its just another way to get attention. its not. the last thhing i want is attentiion rirght now. i just want it gone.
please. just go away
and help everyone struggling. no one deserves it.
no one deserves to die over the way they feel. but the way things go now, its going to happen.