Siblings

I hated by siblings must of my life, my brother, who was so good at making friends staying popular and bullying me to no self confidence. My sister, who loved my brother more then me, who was nearly my age but had so many friend and never seemed alone. I grow up to discover that they too had there problems, we grow up under the same alcoholic parents after all. My brother, who had such pent up rage, who could never do anything right for my mom and dad. My sister who my mother took out dealing with my depression on, who started cutting her self after me. Both no longer live with me, and i miss them dearly. I cant kill my self, i no longer want to for there sake and my own. Remember perspective if everything.