Being in my head

Paradise Lost – Hollywood Undead Being in my head gave me a lot of time to think; What happens after, Whats the point, Will the person even care when i do it? I am going to admit that i did smoke weed on the 12/26/10 and 1/1/10. One time created problems ( http://suicideproject.org/2011/01/i-cant-take-these-lies-no-more/ ) and the other time it helped. So i’m happy cause the second time was all i needed. Right now i’m talking to the world’s  bestes friends on Twitter. Right now all I could lose in  my life is them, and i will never let that happen. My family doesnt know what i’m going threw, and i dont want them to. My  point is thanks friends, and i’m giving a huge shout out to Ericka Nunez, Asia Mosely,  Cora Chance,  Ezar Soeparman,  Melisa Becerra, Emily Mendoza, Torrey Wuflestad, Maddison Bonnell, and the biggest one Deuce 9 Lives. Sorry. if you need me to take of your last name its no problem. I love  you all, but i will not use you, lose you, let you hurt yourself, or let you leave me and this world. I want you to know that cause like 5 days ago I got told by my best friend that I was using her so I could be happy; I don’t use people to be happy, I just get happy when your here, nothing else. and right now i’m not high, i’m high off your love.  And if you don’t believe in Christ you need to start reading right here. I’m not trying to force you to do something. i’m just trying to have you do something for only one day. I want you to believe in him and do his word for at least one day, please for me? The bible explains once you have Christ in your heart that you will never lose your place in heaven. Thank you very much if you did. I just love you so much, if there was an after life i want you to be in it. I love you all  and that’ll never change. -Mahnoodle TFB