Yesterday i was assigned to do a project in speech and debate. It was free topic, so i decided i would do it on teen Suicide. I can really use some statistics that most people don’t usually know. And wish me luck. I’ve  always been trying to prove my depression to the class. Im tierd of putting a fake smile on everyday…. Wish me luck :/
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I miss u, but u cant see tht.. u wer always there for me but i pushed u away.. this is my deat sentace talking for da last time.. i miss u and theres nothing i can do right now.. i need u right now more than anything.. ur the only one tht would no wat to do at this point :'( i miss and love u and i hope one day in the futer well come back to me and well be friends just like we use to be.. just me u and asia.. ill be married to my girl.. and ull be married […]
I’m gonna fucking do it tomorrow night… but I’m unsure.. emotionally I wanna do it but physical me is to scared…. Inside I know this is wrong.  I’m fucked up okay? Theres nothing left of me. I’ve been fucked over to many time. I lost trust… Today at like 10 pm i was walking down the streeet with friends and I look at houses and I imagine people just having fun… I would be in there… but i’ve fucked things up to be there… just a few seconds ago my GF dumped me and told me I was cheating on her… And i didn’t know how to […]
Okay, all I can think about is my past. Everything that I did. And Now I look At Me Right now. And I say to myself.. ‘What have I done’ And I look where I changed…. I can Never Find It. Am I the one changing or are the people around me changing? Is this really life? Or am I just living it wrong? I try to fit in with the minority. I have no spot to go into though. I wanna kill myself right now cause I gave up My life for this girl. I was so in love with her That I didn’t see that […]
Hello, My Name Is Daniel, But My Friends Call Me Mahnoodle. I don’t know whats happening in these past few days… I guess reality is hitting me hard =/. I figured out that my best friend’s mom took her away to like a mental place cause she tried to commit suicide. Supposedly I’m dating three girls at the same time. And Just like…. Shit. This whole Week, I’ve been looking over life. Basically I’m terrified that my friends in a Suicidal hall…. I’m like the one who caused it. I like new she was having problems…. but they were little…… so I didn’t really bother with […]
Thank you… Thank you for telling me what i did wrong. Now i know what i can kill myself about over the next two days while thinking of a way of making it up to you. I’ll keep your word when you said Good Bye. And sorry to argue, but no, it wasn’t a lie, every word i said was true. And you can trust me. Yes, I am still dieing of your exact words “bye daniel.” I love you and I always will, but now its my turn to say, you know where to find me. Even if you forgive me, I can never […]
I really loved Them! I’m fucked without Them! How can they do this to me?? I have noone else….. WHY???? All i got left to help me is this computer, Tissues, my razor blade, Â a 9mm pistol, and pillow. IDK wat to do next, i cut myself pretty deep, not just a little cut… i went up the arm! ….. FUCK IT, im not gonna finish this, theres no perpose, by world…
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Okay, I haven’t been on here for a really long time… well… becuz i think i found somone that i love, her same is Asia Mosely. I loved her ever since i met her…. she says im a waste of her time, but my love is no waste… But all my dreams were crushed today when she sayd “..I dont love him the same anymore…”… i love her… I need her, but wer getting in this fight, and its killing me… she says i dnt love her but if i didnt love her i wouldnt be cring this much…. Imma put this in my Drafts […]
Paradise Lost – Hollywood Undead I sit here laying, typing and thinking. Do i want to go back to this again? Should I try and be freinds with the person who now hates me, the I USED to love, or should I go back to what ever  did before someone  talked to me about? I just don’t know anymore. ,I sit here listening to the songs that hurt me the most. Why do I do this, so when i crawl out of my cage I can be stronger than I have ever been. “All the pain isn’t the same when its your turn to hurt” […]
Paradise Lost – Hollywood Undead Being in my head gave me a lot of time to think; What happens after, Whats the point, Will the person even care when i do it? I am going to admit that i did smoke weed on the 12/26/10 and 1/1/10. One time created problems ( http://suicideproject.org/2011/01/i-cant-take-these-lies-no-more/ ) and the other time it helped. So i’m happy cause the second time was all i needed. Right now i’m talking to the world’s  bestes friends on Twitter. Right now all I could lose in  my life is them, and i will never let that happen. My family doesnt […]
I tried commiting scuicide and i still want to, my fucking best freind that i loved talked me out of it, so i promised her i would never do it. So, i started cutting myself and she told me she was cring becuz of it, i would never live with  myself if i made my bestest freind cry so i stopped that to. I didnt have a computer at the time so it was hard for us to combersate, so all i wanted for christmas was a little netbook so i can talk to her, it was just for her. I hate going on computers […]