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This site…its changed me.
My new dark obssession…
I thought I was messed before I joined,
Studying the paranormal, my fascination with eyes and such,
but no, this site has me on making these little rants because I hurt.
Because I want people to know how messed up I am.
Neglected, taunted, teased, degraded, heart broken
This is what has happened to me in the past year.
Not much to some of you but this is what created my downwords spiral.
Something tells me that I should just shut up and stop complaining…
Well this is a picture of me, you may think I look normal, but I’m far from it.
My peers are all supermodels compared to me, to them I’m another puppet
on strings, another soul to torture and mock.
This is me…
18 comments
you are a very beautiful girl, I am sorry that you have been going through some hard times but you are young, beautiful and seem very intelligent, just surround yourself with people who make you feel good about yourself and also be carful about putting your picture on a site like this. There are some crazy people out there that prey on young vulnerable people so just be carful and I hope things turn around for you:)
Thanks and so far I haven’t met anyone on this site who is nearly as crazy as me :p and ya lots of tough times, high school sucks. Luckily I only have two years till College or University…
You know your hot so Im not goin
yeah high school does suck but college will be the time of your life, the next two years will fly by!
I didn’t put the pic up to see how many people would think I’m hot, I only want people to know who they’re talking to. Thanks though
I sure hope they fly by, don’t wanna have to put up with those…selfish brats anymore. And if people wanna comment saying their opinion about how I look I ok but I just want people to know who their talking to and know that I’m not here for a contest on how many thumbs up I get, plus I don’t really think I’m that good looking, I’m a pretty negative person…
I DID
I know you did
So did you
Are all the girls in your school “selfish brats”? there must be some girls in your school that you like to hang out with, aren’t there? and enough with the negativity! you have a lot going for you, you should embrace that.
Any way Im not here for a date
Not saying youn are
you*
Why you here?
I have another post titled “Epiphany” it basically talks about how screwed to hell my life is, I’m basically here because like everyone else I’m contemplating suicide and ranting about how much my life sucks. But that other note gives a more in depth look.
darkness is nice im always in a dark realm of thought im schitzo and its my only real world………maybe you could belive in next lives…… im a blood doll with suicidal hands
I hated highschool. I couldn’t stand the people I had to put up with in class and outside of it. I ended up dropping out the end of my jr year because of them but I wish I had finished. getting a diploma is pretty simple but dealing with people is hard, especially judgemental ones who always think they’re better than others. But I also sometimes feel like I let them beat me, since I quit, then it feels like they won. And that just gets under my skin.
So don’t let them win. Be you and finish it up and go to college and do everything you want to do from there.
Also, you’re always going to run into a few people similar to high school kids which is why dealing with highschool now makes it easier. You grow more confidence and later on in life when you’re like 30 you can tell them off. In a very sophisticated way of course 😉
Good luck.
For a first in awhile your comment made me laugh and think about that. Thanks for the advice, and I hope that for whatever reason your on here that your problems will be solved 🙂