Dose anybody know if theirs a mental disorter where your mind is running at 100 miles per hour?
When I’m alone my thoughts seem to speed up.I don’t hear “voices” but I’m ussuly cought up in “Fame” if I ever became famious or on certion people in my life.For example,Comic book writeing,how my mother’s job working out for her,Playing the guitar,(or at least a poor exicuse of doing so),work,upcoming jury duity,w2 forms,back to work.I don’t want to be self-centered of anything becouse my psyc said their wasen’t anythink wrong with me but I wanna be sure.I can understad if no body wants to talk.
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I’m no expert(not that the so called experts have all the answers anyway)
but,constant worry and racing thoughts sounds like an Anxiety disorder to me.It’s the most common mental disorder especially amoungst young people,so you are not alone
Disorder… What is a disorder… a disorder… something that isn’t in order…. Are you not in order? Only you can answer that… Are you doing something which is a disorder? Disorder is such a harsh word… I don’t like it how about ‘different’… Or ‘special’ nothing wrong is that is there? I don’t know… Only you can answer that…. If you think its bad… Take advantage of it… Maybe you can let your brain run itself out… not like it can keep going eventually you will just sleep…. Oh we all sleep… We all think, do you know what I am thinking? Can you compare and contrast our minds to see who is disordered and not? Maybe we need a majority? Hmm… I don’t think that works either…. I don’t know…. I don’t think I have a disorder.. I never heard a proper functioning brain…. I can’t read minds… May peace be upon you… You may just find out your brain is perfectly fine ^_^… And if that is a disorder… Is that bad? what about having a perfect brain…. Is that a disorder.. Again I don’t know…. You know the answer however… Use that 100 miles per hour! To find the answer to that question? ^_^ good luck!
Anxiety actually shouldn’t be classified as a “disorder” because it’s actually a learned “behavior”.
And I don’t think you have anxiety if these thoughts are happy thoughts about your future. Anxiety is where you are worried to an excessive amount, and you feel anxious most of the time.
Anxiety disorders are real and recognized by the medical community as an illness. Anxiety is not a learned behavior; what a very ill-informed thing to have said.
Actually, anxiety disorder isn’t a disorder, it’s a condition caused by appropriate anxiety becoming inappropriate. The term disorder suggests that anxiety disorder is a medical condition or illness, it isn’t, it’s a behavioral condition.
this is what my psychologist has told me several times.
Of course anxiety is real.
google it. google that exact paragraph.
by the way, pretty boy, you aren’t “ill” with anxiety, it’s not a fucking disease. Geez some of you people shit me.
Open diary…many doctors can term whatever they like. There are many individual/special situations….and it is not a behaviour. I’ve lived with it for over six years…there are meta physical factors, speeding up of one’s energy system….a.k.a. etheric body which puts things out of balance and causes a plethora of issues. Who cares who’s right….would you rather be right or have peace. Support each other…everyone’s hurting and confused out there….sheesh.
okay, fair enough. But it is a learned “behavioural condition” which doesn’t make it less “worse” than if you called it a “disorder”.
Okay let’s leave it with our different opinions. I have it too, it sucks hey…
Anyway…I don’t think you should be very worried about that. If it does not affect you negatively, then it does not need to be much of a concern. But I would ask a doctor about that the next time you see him/her.
Thank you all so much for responding,it relly means a lot to me knowing that people are trying to help me.
I diden’t mean to offend anybody by my choices of words I used .It was a mistake on my part.I took some reading test on a computer when I was in 10th grade as some sort of “placement test” in reading and vocab and it said I had an adverage of a 6th grader and retake after retake it came up as the same answer.I don’t think I have dexlecia or whatever they call it becouse I could read an entire book like Harry poter book 4 within a week but,I can’t spell or write varry good.My handwriteing in fact hasen’t inproved since the 3rd grade.So, singing and writeing on forms isen’t somthing I like doing.
ANyways,anouther reason why I think I suffer from this is becouse in school I was usully the victum of entertainment.People would seem to mess with me for reasons I’m still trying to figure out why.I guess the name calling isen’t so bad if you let it bug you unless it angers them more and they start hitting you.I don’t wanna be self-centered so I’ll make this short…In elemtary school I would ofter stand underneeth basketball hoops when outher students played basketball at ressces and often was soponly smokeing cigerates around 7 years old(I started on and off around 18) or on some outher kind of drug.I would ofter hang out with the “special” studients becouse as a kid I seen them as normal studients that nobody wanted to hang out with so they became my friends.
In jr.high I made my 1st friend whom unbenokes to me was gay but diden’t bug me becouse this person treeted me like a person(I guess that’s why I’m ok with gays and lesibaines) an not like a Freak(eventhough I know I am)Cource,in jr.high,you eather popular or not.To sum it up the beating became more and less verable and around this time my fauther was drinking more due to him “working hard to suport this family”(I don’t mean to dis him on it but,as a kid the money he spent on pot and beer diden’t add up to what he was makeing doing side jobs)
Dating was hard for me then as it was in high school.If I did get a date to go to the dance I coulden’t dance,if we went somwhere I would tence up and run out of things to talk about,and if I introduced her to my dad her would “flirt” with her as they would often say but he says they were liying eventhough I would aften see him doing an elvator eyes or whatever.Hince why I’m single.
I think it was after my friend left and with the school bullying going down and my dad’s drinking was when depression relly hit me.I remember that just moving from my room to our frunt pourch seem like a mile walk eventhough it was only a few feet.Just being able to lift my head up to say Hi took a lot of streangth to do.Even moving my limbs was extreamly diffcult to do and the only thing I looked forward was sleeping.Wake up,got to school,Get put down,got to class,Break,get hit/shoved in the hallway,Go to 3-4 period,lunch,advoid outher classmates due to fear of what they could do to me/being put down /betten.Go back to class 5-6 and wait untill everybody leaves the school,get my stuff out of my locker,make sure I was walking home alone to advoid being beten up(somthing I started after being hit with a bag full of books on my back or ripped clothing,bloodynoe on one ocation,and the one time I did fight back 5-1 isen’t somthing I see as evenand this led to later events)
In high school walking became diffuclt due to my depression and during that time I just wanted them to kill me.I was/am in my mind an object or agression and entertainment.Evertime I tryed to defend myself I ended up in the hospital or comma and got yelled at by my old man for being a sissy.Get out,and repeted progress.Eventully I tryed to comment suicide multiple times and recentully as of july of 09′ been trying but,keep failing(somthing I haven’t told my psyc of parents)and self-cutting in feb 2010(anouther thing I haven’t told anybody eles)Mainly when I feel like I screwed up on somthing like droping out of school or after a fight with my fokes.I guess I’m doing better on it though.
I noticed that my heart rate goes up if I’m in a room alone full of people I don’t know.Somtimes things get a little dark when I’m looking around or moving around in a room full of people.Like a flashback and I know when I do move that eyes seem to follow me.Yet,when I’m at work I get along with everybody…well, their are a few who don’t like me and one of them asked me why I’am alive in the 1st place.I gusee this may be a reason why I think theirs somthing wrong with me.