why am i here!? why did my parents have to me! im not even worth it i screw up everything and i suck at everything why did god have to put me on this stupid world! i just wish i was dead or i would dissapear and die in my sleep sooo i will never wake up. i bearly fifteen and i already want to die i knw sad throwing your life away. but i never asked for it i dnt even want it! i have nothing to look foward too my parents hate me! some of my friends are fake and u cant trust them. i dnt even care anymore wat happens to me anymore. i mean i have probably the perfect life that any teenage girl would want. my parents give me pratically everthing i want. but i really want is there love the only reason they buy me stuff is becuz there never Â there for me its the only reason they make up for it i just want to be happy. i dnt want any of this i just wish i was dead i hate my life i always have sense i rember like when i was 12. and i cry every night telling god i dnt want to be here i have no purpose give it to someone else let me go nope never does i wish i would stop feeling this pain my heart hurts soo much its feeled with sadness and regrets that i can never take back im just a srew up a lost cause! i thought about suciciding for many years now but i never wennt through with it becuz i guess im scared or dnt know how to die without feeling any pain i just want my heart to stop beating soo i can rest in peace i dnt want to be here in this fucked up world with all these mean fake people that just hurt you. aaaaaaaaaaa… i hate my life. i hate everything about it im not happy im always sad and depressed why should i live if i feel like that all the time 24/7 im never happy nothing makes me happy i dnt care about anything my only wish is that i would dissapear and never wake up from this baddream. why me:? i guess im just tired of all this crap and i knw some pple are gnna say noo your life is worth living dnt through it all away. bull! all lies!