run run run dont look back just run, until you get somewhere. maybe you’ll reach that place where you really feel fine and dandy, maybe not, but atleast you’ll be getting yourself out of this fucking hell hole. just maybe.
Thats what I started writing when i tried to update my facebook status. I really wonder what do i do from here, Im stuck in this loop of feeling fine and then feeling crapy. im fourteen and im stuck.
I really try hard but i end up failing my self and im just so tiered all the time, i dont know what to do, maybe ending it will be the best for everyone. Ill be able to release my self from this misery and others wont have to listen to my troubles any more. If i end it i wont be able to hurt anyone or my self anymore. Just maybe.