I heard in the radio that people are dieing from suicide every 15 minutes.I was just wondering does anyone know if that’s true or are thet just exagerating.SPRING BREAK’S HERE!!! im pretty sad about that cuz now i have to stay home all the time wich really sucks cuz my mom and her craooy boyfriends there (my sister’s went to my grandparents house)My mom threatened me yesterday she was like i can change your schools you know and i can send you off to your grandparents to live so better for me.Im not afraid of the future or the past or the present i really don’t care about all that crap i just don’t see the point.Im afraid of things in front of me Ex.i can’t stand when people are walking in front of me i just feel like a big car is gonna run me over or something like that is it because my dad was killed in a car accident?
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According to the World of Health organisation that is wrong… the actually amount is shocking.
I understand you feelings. My dad commited suicide when I was 15. I found him hanging in my room. I have dreams or should I say nightmares, of dying by suffocation or strangulation allot… thing is Im awake.. like you.
I walk down the road and will see something.. ie a cable above a house blowing in the wind and in my head I have, what I like to call, a ‘Final ‘ moment.. where I see me die!
I also see my family die the way my dad did too in my nightmares… they are always just that bit out of reach to help or I can see them and I know Im not going to make it too them in time. Its our mind playing tricks.
Im 26 years old now and still have this but I know, most of the time, what is real. xxx