I’m soooo tired right now, I just don’t want to fight to keep going anymore. I don’t want to keep going through the day to day putting on a front to keep people from asking questions. Anyone that knows me knows I’m a very quiet and withdrawn person but now it’s more than that now it’s a mask that keeps them from understanding just how bad things are, that it’s not so much I’m quiet as I want out soooo bad it’s a physical pain. I don’t have any hope and don’t see any reason to keep going. It’s almost 1 am and it feels as though I’m the only person in the world. I could just slip away and it wouldn’t even be a blimp on the rader of life. I can’t take this anymore, I feel like I’m losing my mind…
and I JUST WANT OUT!
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Thats exactly how i feel 🙁
Hi, Crying… nice to know someone knows how I feel. Good to see you here, sorry I missed you!