I had a hard time getting up this morning… I took the cookies to work…. I acted all bubbly and happy… I am ‘working from home” tomorrow… I actually fooled myself that I was happy… I am home alone… on the edge of tears… thinking about death… asking myself am I right or wrong … am i just creating a downward spiral… will i be better if i hurt myself or keep myself so busy that i cant have these thoughts? i have home project to do but i just dont have the energy to do them.. i just want to go to bed.. .. i try so hard to make myself feel better but it is not working…. the only thing that makes me feel better is thinking about death… hoping that it all just stops
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im sure almost everyone feels like that and im sure that some would be willing to help u. like me even tho i have problems of myself i could still lend a hand when its in need :}, wanna talk about it?