I’m so sick of being so damn poor! I can’t even afford over-the-counter medications! I want to OD so bad, but can’t bring myself to steal. WTF do I do? I have no friends and no family; I’m all alone. I’d steal if it weren’t for fear of being caught and arrested. GODDAMN IT.
What do I do?
**And please, nobody waste my time by encouraging me to seek help, or telling me that it’s going to be all right, or any of that shit. It just pisses me off even more.
3 comments
What’s bothering you? What’s wrong?
Overdosing doesn’t really work. All it does it put you in the hospital and have your stomach get pumped out of the drugs you took. You’ll just end up in the hospital for about 2 weeks, and vomitting for a long while. Then you will probably suffer some liver or brain or other damages. It won’t really kill you..
I’ve done it before. It almost worked, too. But my parents brought me to the ER. This time no one will find me, though, so I’m more confident. The only problem is getting my hands on the medicine. I have no money and am too chicken to steal.
It might seem that it’s working, but you could’ve just been losing consciousness. Overdosing is a bad way to kill yourself. Seriously, the chances of failure are so high. Unless you know exactly what to take and manage to get your hands on some deadly poisons, it won’t do anything. You’ll just end up vomitting and then end in the hospital for 1-2 weeks. I don’t recommend using od as a method to go out.
But why do you wanna kill yourself anyways?