I’m so sick of being so damn poor! I can’t even afford over-the-counter medications! I want to OD so bad, but can’t bring myself to steal. WTF do I do? I have no friends and no family; I’m all alone. I’d steal if it weren’t for fear of being caught and arrested. GODDAMN IT.
What do I do?
**And please, nobody waste my time by encouraging me to seek help, or telling me that it’s going to be all right, or any of that shit. It just pisses me off even more.