Do you ever feel like your just going through the motions of life? Well that is exactly what I am doing. Go to work, come home, go to work, come home. What exactly is the point of it all? Why continue? I am in my mid thirties and my life is the farthest thing from what I expected it to be right now. I have had depression off and on all my life but it has never been stronger then it is now and I have never had a stronger desire to end it all then I do right now.
The only thing holding me back right now is my family but I dont think that will hold me back much longer. They all have great lives and will get over it eventually. I am done going through the motions, maybe not today or tomorrow but soon….