My son proposed to his girlfriend tonight, and she said yes.
The wedding will be sometime next summer. I’m happy for them, they’ve been dating for almost 5 years, since they were 15 and 16.
It’s just kind of strange. That wedding is one of the last links keeping me here.
It’s too soon… I don’t want to die.
But at the same time… its not soon enough, I don’t want to live.
I can feel the links breaking, one at a time.
My dad was my hero …8/29/08
My mom, I’m glad she’s gone…7/19/09
My dog was like my baby … 8/9/10
It’s just a matter of time before the rest of the links are broken and I am out of time.
Yeah, I know. All of this is pretty pathetic… what can I say?
So am I.