General My first post by chellywelly 3/17/2011 written by chellywelly 3/17/2011 I’m not living, I’m merely existing. And merely existing is so mundane and lonely that I don’t know how many more years of existing I can take. 7 comments 0 Email Related posts Shit Show 10/26/2021 Disappointment. 10/25/2021 hollow 10/25/2021 :B P.R.I.D.E 10/25/2021 Biased assholes 10/24/2021 10/23/2021 Protected: Why i cant be your friend… 10/23/2021 Choose to live? 10/23/2021 Reasons to Live 10/22/2021 This photo perfectly summarizes how I feel 10/22/2021 7 comments Deep abyss 3/17/2011 - 6:36 pm How come you feel that way? Log in to Reply happypill 3/17/2011 - 9:08 pm I don’t know if it makes you feel any better. But I’m right there with you. Wishing I could just dissapear. Log in to Reply neverthesame 3/17/2011 - 10:33 pm I understand completely. Like you’re just going through the motions.. Log in to Reply dyingtoknow 3/17/2011 - 10:58 pm I wish I could just disappear. I’m tired of living. I want to just escape from everything. I need to just leave the world for good. Log in to Reply softsoul 3/18/2011 - 4:51 am You and many other ppl dtk, you and many others…it’s a jungle out there. Log in to Reply Amofaze 3/18/2011 - 5:24 am “I wish I could just disappear. Iâ€™m tired of living. I want to just escape from everything. I need to just leave the world for good.” @dyingtoknow I’ve felt the pain before, I felt like I was all alone, but no matter how bad this world is, or the people in it, I decided I’m going to stay, to help people and make sure that there are good people for troubled individuals to go to in their time of need. and to anyone else who wants to talk, I’m here, I can use the company, I also would like to help. email@example.com. Log in to Reply chellywelly 3/18/2011 - 6:48 pm Everyday is the same. It’s mind numbing. I mostly stay at home except for when I go to school (once a week), or go to work (once a week). No social life thanks to anxieties and phobias and therefore no friends, only family. I haven’t been sleeping well lately. I feel like I’ve also lost my appetite. I’m 27 years old and have nothing to show for it. God, I feel like a failure in life. It’s hard to keep living but then again, I don’t think I could off myself. I’m just stuck in this rotten rut. I hope things change…that’s all I have is hope. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.