I’m getting used to this whole depressing lonely thing, after so many years, it fades into the back of my mind and there is no point in thinking about how alone I am, because nobody comes into my life to fill the void. Waiting for that special someone. I tried to accept that I may never remarry, maybe I’m better off alone, but I don’t want to be. I pray and pray, but it seems there are walls all around me, and blocking my path. I’m lost wandering in the mist.