There is this guy Edward whom I have known for 7 years, we were in the Army together, and got deployed together so we know each other, but I got married to someone else then divorced, but Edward was always just a phone call away, we havn’t seen each other in the 7 years, but we were planning on me flying out to see him, in May, we live 1800 miles apart, right now, things were going good for the past couple of months, then he wouldn’t answer the phone, text me back or email me back, finally I texted him if he was seeing […]
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Any new thoughts on what might happen after death? I’m just curious on what you think after reading other’s views on it.
It doesnt make any sense, ppl die all the time in this world, maybe do you think that because suicide methods don’t work is because someone finds you and takes you to the hospital? If you were left alone for days, then whatever may work, I dunno I’m just speculating.
Full moon tonight, not that it means anything, see how empty my life is?
For all those who are in relationships: does it help?
For all of those who are alone: Do you want to be in a relationship and why?
I’m getting used to this whole depressing lonely thing, after so many years, it fades into the back of my mind and there is no point in thinking about how alone I am, because nobody comes into my life to fill the void. Waiting for that special someone. I tried to accept that I may never remarry, maybe I’m better off alone, but I don’t want to be. I pray and pray, but it seems there are walls all around me, and blocking my path. I’m lost wandering in the mist.
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I see your point. As mortals we all have this innate “will to live” to defy death and look in right in the face and triumph over it.
Like in the movies: for example in 2012.
If that were to actually happen like it did in the movie (the arks at the end were far-fetched) Why try and survive? Where the heck would you go, why would one place be safer then another? How would anyone know that?
Another good movie thats hard to watch:The Road, end of the world type. with Viggo Mortensen, watch it ppl, that is exactly what would happen, and […]
I’m just existing, I perform the basic human necessaties, I have extreme anxiety especially at night knowing that I have to get up and go to work in the morning It’s hard for me to fall asleep and as soon as my alarm goes off my mind immediatly ‘shuts down’ I don’t want to get out of bed and face the day, face reality, anxiety takes it hold over me, its the whole process of another day, over and over again, I avoid ppl at work, I force myself to smile, only if they smile first…the stupid little things drive me crazy. I escape through […]
One day at a time, just hang in there, sorry I don’t have any words of wisdom, its just that you stuck up for me, like a week ago. Thanks.