You don’t know where it’s coming from
But it’s there
You’re Trying to find answers
Trying to find solutions
But Everything drowns in this pressure
And it leaves you idle and unable
It comes and fades
But it’s frequency is increasing
…Makes life a living hell
like an intelligent parasite
Every day – more turbulent
Every day – less sense
Every day – less integrity
Every day – more despair
How can this be so real?
How is it even possible for this to be true???
You’re sorry because you have no choice
But it’s ok…
Somewhere, someone out there will forgive you
You have every right to make this decision
And they will have to accept it
just remember that…
somewhere, someone out there still loves you
and understands and respects and accepts
what you are planning to do.
2 comments
hey rocky- i got your msg and will shoot you an email. do you feel like ur living a double life? the exterior front being one where everything seems to be normal…and then this face- where we’re actually linking up off a suicide blog. its…unreal to me…and yet…real. anyhow…look out for my email!
jenny i didin’t get your mail yet for some reason…