Tell me why:
My mom hates me
My family hates gays and bis
No one loves me
no one cares
I cant save anyone
I can’t fix my life
Everyone I love either dies or leaves
God won’t help me
I can’t do anything wright
I can’t talk anyone out of suicide
I fucck everything up
I’m hated
I’m unwanted
I’m unneeded
I’m worthless
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They’re jealous.
Is every here gay or bie
so your mun hate’s you
so what
I’m straight tabacoo
So what! She’s my mom! And I think so.
Whybe jealious of a ***** like me
Smiling….you are?
Jealous that they are beautiful so it’s guarantees for them that they will take LSD and alcohol at a party, get fucked hard at both ends, and get pregnant. They wish they can be as smart as you to know not to do something stupid.
So?
look just go to the gey/les bar
nikki your mom doesn’t hate you, she loves you, she just has trouble expressing her love. but she loves you.
I’m not gay, but I’m not a homophobe. Sorry if I didn’t mention that.
…to bad.cuz I’m the biggest dumb assvhere.
But smiling.you said your bi
There will always be people who hate homosexuals, you’ve just got to learn to not let that hate get to you.
People do care about you. We care on this site.
God isn’t real. Don’t depend on him. And you are wanted and needed, someone is going to need you and a lot of us want you around.
We’re underage dude.
I did?
She told my grandma I’m stupid and she hates me.
And smiling.I told you.people judge.you are.
@smiling you never hear of fake IDs?
btw I’m the biggest dumbass here, but I’m straight, sorry.
I don’t hate gays I used to be one
until shit happened and I had to stop
You did.and underage?what?
I know god isn’t real.sometimes I think different.but I know he’s not.and their hatred has gotten to me alreay.
@I dunno
Have you ever heard of bartenders calling the cops
@Nikki
I’m confused…
@Nikki
Forget your mom, you don’t need her. Someday you’ll get away from her and find better people to be around.
You used to be what
@smiling yes and I’ve heard of some that look the other way for $20
lol you got me there 🙂
@i dunno… 20$ isn’t worth letting an underage person in. it’s horrible ppl are so greedy to do that.
SHE’S MY MOM.I can’t leave her.knowing she hates me.
Smiling.you said your bi.so did you I dunno
@Nikki
God is just there to give people something to believe in.
Homosexuality will never be accepted as long as humans are close minded idiots, you can’t let the hate get to you because being part of the LGBT community means you’ll need to endure it for your life. Don’t listen to them.
what are you guys talking about.
@maeliin I was kidding…bars aren’t that much fun anyway, straight or gay.
I was bi
I wish I was again I loved but i can’t
or bi
Unless I end my life.
DONT’ YOU DARE DO THAT NIKKI. THE PROMISE. REMEMBER
Why can’t you be bi?
Maeliin…$20 for what?
The trip won’t happen.come on maeliin.you will forget in a vyear.
@nikki $20 to tip a bartender for letting you drink
@Nikki
If you want to go for it, then do it. If your mind is set on suicide then none of us can help you.
Cuz me going to church
and my friend had judge me so badly I coulnt take it anymore so I started other shit but then it all just started again
Thing is…I’m scared to die.but want to.
my father hates gays too and my brother and i have to hear it! And we shouldn’t encourage people to commit suicide… aint we just here to help? idk becuz i havnt used this site that much can someone please let me know what the hell we’re here for?
F vthose people.its your life.their asses for not accepting you
what are you scared of?
@Nikki
If you really feel your life is over, you’ll conquer that fear.
We are here to support eachother.I’m here for that and advice and to save everyone I can.
Ya I know but I can’t tell everyone off
ones I get older I wanna go back to it and self harm
I’m scared that I would be fucking everything up.
I want vto be a homicide detective.no one thinks ill get there.
But I want to.I want to try.but scared I will get judged.
I can’t cut anymore whick sucks ass.my mom found out and took it.sge thinks I’m crazy.thas why she hates me.
Nikki I can’t remember when I said I was bi so I probably have no intelligence to remember anything so sorry for that.
nikki you will be fucking everything up, so I guess it makes sense to be scared. No doubt you will. And if being a detective is what you really want, then I think you’ll get there.
I’m seriously considering cutting, go any tips.
@Nikki
You need to stop being so concerned with what other people think. Don’t listen to them, just yourself. Listen to yourself and go for what you want to do.
As for cutting, I’m sure you’ll find a way to do it if you want to bad enough.
No don’t do cut I have a few years don’t have any scares yet but you will
plz don’t
@Smiling
Tips for cutting or tips to not cut?
Don’t cut so deep.please.if you hit a vein.you could die.
I used a box cutter.no pain what so ever.
Does anyone else think ill make it?doubt it!!!
Tips for cutting
I’d be too chicken to cut myself, I’d have to find another way.
I know you will make it 🙂
I have low selfesteem.I believe others so easy
@Smiling
Well I use scissors. They’re more satisfying to me and easy to ask your parents for new ones when they get dull. Normally you’re not questioned why you need scissors.
No cutting
one talk about it anymore ok
it won’t help you
why do you wanna start
nikki the hell with what others think! If you think you can make it, you will. Doesn’t matter what your family thinks.
@Nikki
You should work on building up your esteem a little at a time.
But don’t cut.it will fuck your life up so much.
I’m hate for that.and being bi
I can relate
I’ll keep that in mind.
I don’t know how.its at zero.its to late to rise it
I’m getting sick from this cutting talk. :p
I don’t think ill make it cuz others think I wot
Just hide the cuts good and no one will notice them. I don’t find cutting that bad as long as you don’t go too deep.
nikki you got lots of time to raise it, cmon.
Exactly ningyou.
Wait…your not dying…right ningyou
@Nikki
If you don’t believe in yourself then you won’t make it. Fuck what others think of you and just believe in yourself.
nikki, well then prove them wrong, or find people like thoise in here who believe in you.
I don’t know how to raise it
No one outside of this site will believe in me
@Nikki
My plan isn’t for a few months, so I’ll be around a while longer.
No.you will stay.forever.okay.you stay.maeliin.stay.everyone.stay.
nikki mine is low too, but I think it starts at being happy now. Find stuff you are grateful for, like the people in this room, or the computer you are using, really anything.
My life is a dead end road, why go on like this? If things improve by my 18th birthday, then I’ll reconsider suicide but if they don’t, where’s the point?
ning i hope they improve, really i do
Come to MD…find me.ill help.
And you guys and animals and ferensics make me happy
@dunno
They may improve and hopefully they do. Hopefully things improve for all of us.
@Nikki
This is probably a stupid question, but what State is MD short for? XD
I hope so toooooooo! I need lots of improvement myself.
I hope all of our lives.
MD is maryland.
LOL I thought she meant medical doctor
My life needs improvements.
sorry i need new glasses
Thanks smiling lol
Lol that’s what I thought when she first said that.
Wooooow dunno…..wooooooow
What.you vguys are funnyyyyyy
I would have never guessed it was Maryland. XD
🙂
Oh my gosh.I love you guys:) look at my new post.comment on it.please.
Maryland is only a few states up from me…… It’s close to NY…. Right?
I suck at geography. ._.
Or not…..?
I know they are both east of me, and MD is close to DC.
Haha I think so.but come to maryland find me.come to my school.if your still in HS.and we can help eachother
I’m not in school, I dropped out awhile ago. I’d love to go there, new places are always fun. (:
Come! Please
I wish I could. But I have no job and need to save my money and I doubt my mom would even let me.
Uggg that sucks!
It does. I’d love to get away from NY for a while, I hate it here…. And I’ve only been in this State for a week. XD
Wow..
Yeah, my heart was set on IL so I was pretty upset when I was forced to move to NY.
Ohhh. They’re currently debating legalizing gay marriage in Maryland. Hope it passes!
(Call your senators!)
Yea…me to.who knows who I’ll marry…
Id like maeliins bf to answer lol
There’s the old saying “Opinions are like ass-holes…everyone’s got one”….which supports the notion that putting any stock in what anyone else thinks except YOU, is pointless, not worth a thought in the world. My feelings and thoughts about me are paramount….I would encourage everyone here to cultivate that kind of strength within themselves.
Success, and love in this world is conditional and based on validation from an outside person or source….I say …kiss my white a** ti that idea.
Life may not turn miraculous but all we really have in our lives is ourselves.
Besides, friends/parents or whoever are to support you 100%. If they don’t have the capacity to, you need to let yourself know that and not take on the crap they’re serving up. Cheers!