The choice i have to make
is to live on just for your convenience
or to end my pain
…I’d rather end the pain I can’t take anymore
and break your delusionary picture of me once and for all
And I’m double-angry because…
it is not me you care about but your own image and your pride,
but I’m not your trophy and will never be.
And all your so called love has been so fake and self-serving
It is not enough to tempt me anymore…
Humans are but despicable blobbs of flesh to me
So Live your world but without me..
Amd I know if you knew of this, you’d force me to stay
and that’s why I’m tripple-angry with you
And that’s why you won’t hear a word from me
Not a note, not a letter, not even a corpse
It will be as if I never existed
And consider it the final paycheck
for all the things you’ve done to me
I’m not leaving anyone in the dirt
I’ll invite anyone to follow me
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I hear ya bros…if you go it’s best to be in a state of peace. At peace with your decision, at peace with yourself. Cause that is how you enter the next realm. Just a heads up. Your choice of course. Best of luck.
We live in a state of absent conscience. its not what we dont say, its not what we feel but hide, its not what we want to but never do that is the fibre of our souls but the actions and things we voice to the world. its clear from the way we humans express our outer thoughts and suppress our inner is because we are not one being..