I have family who love me.but my dad died when I was 2.
No one cares about me.
My grandpa is dying.
My mom may die.
I’m hated.
I’m ugly.
I feel fat so I dont eat but one meal a day.
I’m bisexual.
I lose everyone I cared about.(few people)
I have like no friends.
I cut.
I hate myself.
my mom thinks I’m nothing.
My mom blames me for being born and wasting her money.
I’m stepfather hates me.
I will get disowned if I come out to my mom.
And lastly…I want to freaking die!
oh….and the girl I love….is with some guy.and it kills me.
my death would be a merical for everyone
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we care about you… we don’t hate you… i personally think it’s great that ur bi…
i think your a beautiful person. that makes you beautiful because is the heart that counts and not the shell we live in…
i’ll always be here for you… 🙂 i’ll be your friend if you’ll allow it ^^
I will.I do allow it.but when you say “we” you mean you right?no one else will…
You are a bright beautiful girl. I also am bisexual and my mom had no issue but my dad still doesn’t know and that was 8 years ago when I had my first experience. I think you are absolutely wonderful where in my case a tragic mess. I refuse to let myself hold me back I will end my own life that is what’s destine to be. Dying by my own sword.
Nno.no one dies.not on my watch.not when I know I can help.my mom.no ny family will disown me.they can never know.that’s why I want to die.I….don’t cwant anymore htred twords me
everyone is beautiful in there own way. You may not feel loved and you may think bad about yourself, but everyone changes. i lost my brother, and let me tell you.. it was the worst feeling i could ever imagine.
after he left us, i read a quote somewhere. it said “when god makes something horrible happen, he will give you something better” and honestly i think its true. lifes hard right now.. but remember. it has to get worse before it gets better.
My life is pointless
Being bi is cool – more people to love right?!
Don’t worry too much about coming out. The world is becoming a more accepting place for people like us (I’m a lesbian). Wait till YOU feel ready. You’ll probably be surprised anyway.
I think when Maeliin said “we” she was referring to (most) people on this site. Yes that includes me.
But why accept a dumb ass like me.I dontget it
Angel ash….how old areyou if you don’t mind measking
🙂 cuz ur cool and we like you. ^^ your like a friend.. like a REAL friend… 🙂
Because you’re not dumb! At the end of the day we’re all human, and love is love, no matter who’s doin’ the lovin’.
I’m 26 btw
I am dumb.I let my one real friend slip away.and why are you on here?your 26.your life is figured out.why would you want to die?
nikki people of all ages can feel depressed and suicidal…
a 5 year old can… a 16 year old can… a 80 year old can…. anyone can, tho alot of ppl are lucky to not feel this pain…
its sad that people other then teens feel this pain:/
Depression is not age related. Anyone can get it. It’s peak is at teen years i believe, then young adults, then finally the elderly. Or at least this is what i remember from reading that article somewhere back in time.
I thought it like went away as you get older
You can also feel like you can’t do anything when you’re elderly (ex. can’t get a job, parylized, require a nurse often, feel like you’re draining money in a home, stuff like that).
Not to offend anyone elderly on this site, just explaining to him why.
That sucks:(
Hmmmmmm……..how old are you??
Her.I’m a girl
15, read an article when googling suicide methods.
Hahhah I’m not actually depressed. Suicidal, but not depressed!
But you’re right, people of all ages get depressed. It’s not a young-people thing by any means. Can happen to anyone.
Me, I’ve just come to the conclusion that the world is one big system made up of many smaller systems, all of which are either broken and unfix-able, or actually out to get you. I no longer want to have to co-exist with governments and the “illusion” of democracy, I no longer want to have to be involved in business – where the rich elite get richer and the rest of us get trodden into the ground. I no longer want to have to deal with religion, where the willfully ignorant go out of their way to make other’s lives a misery. They are the “Big 3”, but there’s countless other things about the world that just make me think, “Why am I here? Why should I co-exist with these morons?”. I can’t change the world, so I’d rather say goodbye to it.
I have a plan for my exit, all the pieces are in place, I could go tomorrow. But I want those I leave behind to benefit, I want to get one over on the system that I despise so much, and turn it to their advantage. I have a plan for that too, but I’m just ironing out the finer points to make sure it goes off without a hitch. Unlike this guy:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-12643569
Anyway. trust me you will find more friends. Yes, real friends. Who will stick with you no matter what. I was actually depressed when I was growing up – but I got through it. When you’re in depression it seems like it will never end, but once you’re out the other side, you realize it’s only temporary.
Your a guy right?
Oh my god!FML! this girls little brother has cancer.and I said something.now she’s mad.ugg
guy ya
Hahhah I’m not actually depressed. Suicidal, but not depressed!
But you’re right, people of all ages get depressed. It’s not a young-people thing by any means. Can happen to anyone.
Me, I’ve just come to the conclusion that the world is one big system made up of many smaller systems, all of which are either broken and unfix-able, or actually out to get you. I no longer want to have to co-exist with governments and the “illusion†of democracy, I no longer want to have to be involved in business – where the rich elite get richer and the rest of us get trodden into the ground. I no longer want to have to deal with religion, where the willfully ignorant go out of their way to make other’s lives a misery. They are the “Big 3″, but there’s countless other things about the world that just make me think, “Why am I here? Why should I co-exist with these morons?â€. I can’t change the world, so I’d rather say goodbye to it.
I have a plan for my exit, all the pieces are in place, I could go tomorrow. But I want those I leave behind to benefit, I want to get one over on the system that I despise so much, and turn it to their advantage. I have a plan for that too, but I’m just ironing out the finer points to make sure it goes off without a hitch.
Anyway. trust me you will find more friends. Yes, real friends. Who will stick with you no matter what. I was actually depressed when I was growing up – but I got through it. When you’re in depression it seems like it will never end, but once you’re out the other side, you realize it’s only temporary.
I’m sorry.I was to lazy to read all of that Angek ash.
@smieling
How old are you
It’s hard when your family can’t accept you. I’m a lesbian and I know that I would be looked at different by my mother, she and my sister are the only family I’ve got left.
I can’t guarantee it’ll get better, because I’m skeptical of that myself, but give it some time and who knows, maybe things will improve. I waited a few years for things to get better before finalizing my plan of suicide. For some it gets better, for others it doesn’t. Maybe for you it will, just give it a few months and see.
Or maby I can just end it now.
I’m usless.
no your not.
I am.I’m a usless piece of nothing.why keep me?why?
You’re not useless. Don’t say that, you’ll only make yourself feel worse.
But if you want to do it, who am I to tell you not to? So do it if you want, but why not give life a second chance and wait it out for a bit longer. But like I said, do it if you want, it’s your choice.
i don’t think your useless, i think your nice…and as you said, we gotta take our road trip.. so neither of us can die yet…ok?
You promise:(
yes i promise, do you?
Yes….you can’t break it.okay? I trust you.all of you on here realy.but mainly you.maeliin.
🙂 i promise i won’t break our promise. i trust you too nikki ^^ 🙂
You were the first to comment on my post.your very sweet too.
wait your bi right? Sorry..you don’t have to answer:/
🙂 yup i’m bi.
Alright.but damn.your taken.
You understand how I feel.you all do in some way.
yea i understand how you feel alot. in real life no1 knows i’m bi, because i have no friends nor people i would be able to love except my cousins but i would never be IN love with them… but yea, i really do understand how you feel, about it and about depression…
I told like five people.but they will tell.I know that.I thought I could trust them.but I can’t:/
>_< i hate itwhen you trust people and then they hurt you…that's one reason i find it hard to trust people in real life… but i find it rather easy to trust you, i guess because we can relate to each other..
Yea.I’ve been lied to for years.I can’t take it
Will a rope fix it all or a knife?
>_> neither will fix it all. not yet. remember?
Yea….but I want to have a plan.a quick.painless one.
a knife won’t be painless. depending on how you do it, it might not be quick.
a rope won’t be painless either, if you do it right maybe, if not you’ll either choke to death slowly or break ur neck and then die slowly…
Damn