I’ve been reading some of these posts for a few months now, and I finally made a profile tonight. I’m 17 and I’ve been super deppressed my whole life, and suicidal since I was five. I was beat really bad everyday when I was little and devoloped masochism. I finally managed to start convincing myself that everything would get better when the preacher at my church asked me to fill in for him Sunday night, I broke down and started crying while I was up there, and since then can barely gather the strength to get out of bed in the morning and all of the depression has come back.
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Hey there, it sounds like you’ve been through a lot. Has anyone asked you what’s wrong? If not, it might help to talk to someone.
Your pastor must really trust you. You should talk to him, your church should be a major support for you.
@scars I can usually hide everything pretty well so no one asks, and when they do they say that they understand but they have nothing to say after that.
@tiffany yeah, my church has helped me through some really tough times, and I already talked to my preacher about it a while ago, but I feel like I’m just dragging him down with me when I talk to him