One of my best friends was talking to me and she started to ask some stuff that would have required me to tell her that I’m suicidal, depressed, and masochistic and I was kind of a jerk because I didn’t want her to find out. I’m not sure what exactly I’m supposed to say without telling her about those things.
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I think she deserves to know. If you really want to end it all, you should at least let her know so that it isn’t like a surprise to her and that she can at least say her goodbyes if she can’t keep you here with her (as she [and I] would most likely love to keep you alive)
you should just be honest with her it could help you a lot
You sound young, I’d say talk to a good counselor or an elder in your community. I hear how you feel but it’s a pretty serious decision. Take care.
I guess I’ll let her know the next time I see her, thanks.
I’m having the same kind of problem, people keep talking and asking me about things that are happening after my decided date (no-one knows I’m suicidal) and I hate having to keep lying to everyone, telling them yeah I’ll be there when I know I won’t be but I think if I told anyone they would mess up my plans. :\