I was reading a book and then all of a sudden i get the sudden urge to cut, scream, get stupid, and do more drugs. i want to get high and live life….. i think…. i want to die…… i want to get drunk ….. i want to do all of these things just because of a fucking book. i dont know what to do!!! i wanna cut, drink, smoke, snort, smoke weed. i want to pop more pills and keep going until i can’t anymore. i want to do it all and then just DIE!!!! its like a rush that i can’t help that i cant stop……… sincerely that finally rush before it all ends…….
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Listen love, I was right where you are 3 years ago. I did every drug under the sun and i cut my arms and legs until blood dripped down. Do you want to know what saved me? Jesus. Find Jesus and you will not be disappointed. Im telling you this as a girl who was in your shoes. I know exactly how you feel. Please rethink your decision. You are loved by the most awesome and mighty God. 🙂
i found jesus 2 years ago but have been slipping ever since. i meta guy this weekend who change my entire prospective. and no wim happy, and ive made some changes, dyeed my hair and cut it. but im sick as a dog….. but now i have someone that i know cares about me.