Ive post here before, and told everyone that Im gonna try dying by means of starvation, and just like everybody said.. It did not work out..
I really want to die badly right now.. I hate my shitty life, I hate everything!
Im not an outcast or whatsoever and I’m pretty cute and I’m Asian. But Im just so tired and sooo sick of my everyday life. I’m so tired of seeing those sluts flirting with their boyfriend and stuff.. I’m tired seeing everyone pretending..
Argh! I want to dieee! Even my tv is telling me to commit suicide! I turn on the tv and the topic would be about death and suicide..
I don’t know what to do anymore, maybe if I have a special person, then maybe I would want to live but i don’t. Everything I see in this world are all lies!
Killing myself would be the best ever..
And now I’m cutting my wrists.. It’s sooo deep already, but why the fuck am I not dying..
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Please don’t do this. Life can be tiring, but it can get better. You can meet special people.
Just stop and take a deep breath and re-assess the situation
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Take a look at this link…..
remember…
More then anything…
the people who died yesterday…
wanted to live today….
more then anything else…
If you knew what I have been through you would know why I am here…
Mostly…..
I feel like I want to give in…. but I can’t
I live an adventurous life because I made a deal with god… I won’t kill myself…
but I will no longer take steps to be careful with my life…
I have been to war
I have saved peoples lives…
but mostly I have seen so much I wait to be taken out… listen to this link maybe it will reach you like It did me
Hi, this may be completely ignorant & superficial of me, but I believe anyone who is reasonably healthy & attractive should be able to find a place in society. So don’t give up just yet. Go to the library or the symphony and make new friends instead of hanging out with those trashy people. It might make a difference.
Also I had a question… how long did you starve, and what happened? I’ve done some experiments with starvation & went about 2 months. I guess I was “cheating” because I was drinking a lot of alcohol, and I guess there are nutrients in that. Just wondering what you learned from your experience.
Yeah, I know what you mean. I hate my life too. Been researching a lot on ways to die because stuff like starving yourself won’t kill you. Your body will long for food and you’ll just find whatever you can to eat, even if you don’t want to. It’s like a natural instinct to make you live. I personally found a good way to go at it that won’t fail, but it’s so painful I won’t even suggest it to anyone. Ever.
I know how it feels about wanting a special someone. I thought that could save me too… but for me that’s impossible. Everyone who was with me just lied to me and abandoned me. I’m sure you’ll have a better chance at it, so don’t give up just yet. If you’re confident to say you’re cute and everything, then you’re gonna be ok. Just don’t stoop low to be slutty or a player or something to find someone. Don’t let go of morals for it either. And don’t degrade yourself. It’s not worth it in the end.
You can find a special someone who won’t abandon you.
Cutting a wrist alone is not going to kill you, unless it’s like gushing blood. You’re supposed to have several cuts and submerge yourself in warm water to keep the blood flowing