General Fearful by Icicle Tears 4/3/2011 written by Icicle Tears 4/3/2011 I don’t know what is best for me anymore, i want to die but i just can’t do it there’s something stopping me. Why can’t the pain fade away, i’m scared of what the future might hold. That’s why i don’t want to be there 3 comments 0 Email Related posts Loooney Bin 10/22/2021 Birthday depression 10/21/2021 Why Are People Such A**holes These Days? 10/21/2021 I hate… 10/21/2021 They meant a lot. 10/21/2021 Recovery 10/20/2021 I Just Want to Go 10/20/2021 No choices left 10/20/2021 The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 3 comments blackqwert 4/3/2011 - 10:49 am Fearfull why you scared for you future for? Log in to Reply softsoul 4/3/2011 - 11:15 am @ Tears….I understand, it is hard and challenging on levels you’d never think. I say this if it helps. You’re one mind can focus on the future and how scary it is, or you can focus on being in the NOW moment. What happens when you focus on the future is you a) unground yourself b) trying to grapple with things that haven’t occurred. Which when you really think about it, is silly, right? We are in fact always okay, it’s just our own beliefs, and fears that sabotage a positive mental environment we are actually very capable of creating. You have made it this far, continue trusting you will continue and along the way, find a way that eases the worry. Above is the way how. It’s a process, and takes practice. I don’t know what’s best for me either. However, I’ve learned to trust that I’m still alive amidst the battle and with that I believe I can help myself by staying in the moment and not caring about what’s to come. That will take care of itself and you will know what to do no matter what arises for you. Best wishes. Cheers! Log in to Reply mangomango 4/5/2011 - 12:03 am <3 If you want to talk, my inbox is open. email@example.com. What is it you're afraid of? I think it's good that something is holding you back – hold onto that with all your strength, even if you don't know what it is. I'm praying for you to hold on and that God would bless you with the strength to do so. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.