My name is morgan im 21 and i was a popular cheerleader in highschool, got good grades. And right now i have a great job and i make good money. But my life isnt what i want it to be i cant find my complete happiness. All day I sit and stare off and think about ways to end it all and then i think how i can stop these thoughts. How can i be proud of myself and let things go. I miss my old life and i no i can never have it back but it kills me that i dont wanna wake up in the morning. I go to work then i have to take care of everyone else and im forgeting about myself i should be having fun i mean im 21 its the best years of my life. But to me im not even living im just a robot doing everything im told all the time by my family and my boss and i cant get out of this funk im in. I tried killing myself i always fail so i figure my body does want to live my mind just wants to die. Well thats my expression for the day! Talk to me if you would like!