has anyone heard from her???? Havnt seen her post anything in awhile.
Call Me CRAZY
i stop on here everyday to make sure im still seeing the names i no making sure people are still here. I hope this site helps people i wanted to die but things are starting to fall in place for me my birthday is in a week and i have plans for the bruno mars concert and an indians game. Im very excited and i just got a raise and promotion and my sisters living with me again so im just very happy right now. i still have bad thoughts but i feel like things are starting to look up and i hope things do […]
Before I Die i just want my family to be proud of who i was to know that i love them and i might not show it so well all the time with my blank expressions i do love them. I just want to know that i wasnt an embarrassment that i was a good person and did great things for others. I want to know that im not going to leave any unfinished business. I want to know i made the right choices and I did the right things. I want to know its my time. So hopefully i can know everything before i […]
Im in Ohio its a beautiful day and i just got paid and i still just want to go to bed wtf is wrong with me. I also keep having these horrible mood swings where im perfectly fine riding home with my man and ill start calling him annoying and screaming at him for no reason and i just hate the site of him the rest of the drive home. then ill be fine again its so wierd and i cant help it. hes the only one that im mean to all the time its like i take everything out on him. he doesnt deserve […]
This is the free me who just had fun and got out and partied, now im just boring all the time my friends want to hang out i just want to sleep i cant get out of this funk. im trying to be more positive and be strong and tell myself things will get better but they just suck right now and i feel selfish in a way because i want to put my grandma in a home because im not fit to be taking care of her all the time when i can barely take […]
This is me theres nothing wrong with me except this mind i got its fucking crazy!!!
My name is morgan im 21 and i was a popular cheerleader in highschool, got good grades. And right now i have a great job and i make good money. But my life isnt what i want it to be i cant find my complete happiness. All day I sit and stare off and think about ways to end it all and then i think how i can stop these thoughts. How can i be proud of myself and let things go. I miss my old life and i no i can never have it back but it kills me that i dont wanna wake […]
It hurts so bad but i dont move. The shoelaces hanging from the shower rod attatched to my neck . They hurt and my head dangles in the bathtub full of water. Im trying to swallow the water and to sleep. My body refuses it. I give up i cant do anything right. I relax now and finish my bath. I walk out and act like nothing happened and i go to bed. Everyday im alone in my head and i cant stop these thoughts. They pull, break, and crush me. I want them to leave. This medicine the doctor gives is just a mask […]