I spend most of my free time giving myself temporary pleasure, whether it is through shopping, food, or masturbating. But the reason I do this is not just to be satisfied for a short time, it’s because I know deep down that I’ll never get that permanent pleasure and I have to make that up through all the little things.
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i do the same, and use alcohol too; iv’e also used other ‘temporary pleasures’
I know how you feel, try being around friends more, it may not sound like much but every small step counts