its funny how things dont work out.
how you think you’ve got one of those people
the ones that stay in your life forever
the important ones…
then they leave.
its funny how you think things will be the same
even though there not there with you.
but there not.
even though you cant laugh together
you think you can still share everything with this person
but you cant.
you loose trust.
humour becomes mocking.
and someone cracks.
and so the friendship dies.
and slowly but surely that longing and missing
and open admitting
turns to resentful hate.
jealously.
and below the surface..
all you have is aching pain.
and tears that wont flow.
your not brave enough you to admit you were wrong
you want to say i miss you
but instead, you say nothing
and silence greets the end.
its in silence that you remeber the end.
and in silence that you fall apart.
never neglect a friendship like i did.
never do anything i did…