How could I be so blind?
How could I have let someone in that would hurt me so much. Threaten my future. And humiliate me.
How could he say he wants me back after he said all of that.
Why does this happen to me?
Why don’t these pills make my body fail.
9 sleeping pills later-
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u know i anit tryin to hurt you.. i have to say shit to make me feel better.. and i heard u said shit so thats why i said it -.- and you know wat i want you back but i also dont cause i still love you but u took me and bulit me up just to break me down and i didnt threaten ur future im was tryin to be part of it and help you through it but ur to blind to see past all ur judgements and *needs that arnt met* with me when you dont even know me -.- hey w.e its life it hurts me now but ill get up and move on and its piss’s u off now but ull relize one day that eathier online dating aint workin or that u miss me (but proly the first one) XD and only reason u might miss me is cause i was and am willin to treat u right and always love you but ya w.e i know you anit gonna talk and ur gonna ***** at me for this post but u will always have a place in my heart and ill help u in anyway way i can :/ but now im goin away unless U txt me or someone says ur upset suicide mode cause as much as u think i dont.. i really do care
you really need to stay away from kaylee. the girl doesnt love you as much as you think she does. just like her name goes “irecyclemen” dude you’ve just been recycled, so back up off of her. btw, she’ll never miss you for as long as she has me. yo’ure just like the rest of the loser that have hurt her, you’re all talk and talk and talk and talk now leave her the hell alone. one more thing, this site is for people with bigger issues, not your little begging session. get a life dude
ok for one i dont think she loves me there smart one. look at my comment any were in that does it say i do. 2 im not begging for her back i just want to be a firend and try to help her and i know i REALLY screwed up yesterday and she will proly hate me for that for the rest of her life. 3 idc if she miss’s me or not thats her chocie. and i actually have a life and now im gettin back to it. oh and come on let me her what your issues are plz come on i wanna hear how your life sucks so much worse than mine. and no i anit just another nerd she dated online to hurt. i usally only played games when i was bored before i was with her but when i was dating her the only way she would talk with me was while playin games or skype so i went nerd mode for her -.- ok two more things and im done.. actually make that three.. your calling me the loser but your talking trash on a suicide blog, so i think your the loser here.. i dont care if she recyled me cause i know she will keep doing it to others while im gonna go and get it right with someone i can be happy with while she’s dating online still. and finally i got a life you dont soooo have fun with your shitty boring little life *youforgotme111* cause guess what i got a life and you dont. have a nice day 😀
You know what Austin? ALL i said to everyone was that We broke up because it didn’t work out. that is ALL I said to everyone because I didn’t want the fucking drama that you caused. You are an asshole for sharing personal information with everyone. You have absolutely no right to say any of that shit. OKAY? So I have to say I will NEVER be asking for you back after I found out you said all of that. NEVER. Because you say you are better than all the rest, but after what you did austin.. You just proved what I thought about you wrong. Okay? Why don’t you actually just not cause drama and not prove to everyone that you are the kind of guy you are. And you know, the people that you told all of this to.. They didn’t even ask any more information after I said that you told me that you wouldn’t be on anymore okay? So please just maybe prove to me and to everyone that you aren’t like every other guy and not talk shit on me, not share personal information, and maybe just not be a jerk. Just act like everyone else does and try to forgive and forget. Okay? Because I’m seriously tired of getting hurt and after last night.. I’m surprised I woke up today. I had more than enough pills needed to get something in my body to shut down but of course it doesn’t work. So plan B.
And please do not start drama on this website. This was my escape. The only thing that even started to help me get better. Please just be a bigger person.
And austin I have to say, if you honestly loved me and cared you wouldn’t have said what you said yesturday and acted how you acted. Love is so much more than freaking out when things don’t work out. I said I just needed time but you blew it way out of proportion and acted like I wanted things to end ASAP. I needed time because I wasn’t ready emotionally for the step of being with someone. You saw how upset I was all the time didn’t you? I just needed time to find out what I wanted and needed and you kept pushing and asking for more answers, I just needed time. And you decided to ruin any bit of what we had left by talking shit about me behind my back. You can ask ed and keima; They would vouch that I just said that we broke up and that i didn’t want to talk about it austin.. So please just leave it be, no one else has any part in this. Just me and you.
what i meant to threaten my future is the information that you told everyone austin. That isn’t just some thing that you can go around telling people. It’s a serious thing.
it wouldn’t just threaten my future, it threatens yours too. So please think twice before sharing information like that.
look i know i was WAY outta line saying that yesterday.. im srr trust me i have felt like shit for it all day and im not tryin to cause drama :/ and btw ur friend started the fight on here.. and yes i did talk shit and im srr for that to but i was still upset from the night before and you also said that u just wanted to go ahead and *do this* as in end it.. -sigh- im srr iv been a jerk its.. its just shits hard at the distance and i know you know that as well as i do.. and ill go online and tell them i was jkin yesterday and i belive thats all you said :/ but w.e im srr for all the shit that happenned and the hell i put u through while we were togather. but i do love you and care for you and i always will…
Even if he was the one starting the fight, you didn’t have to continue it. I’m disappointed in both of you for talking shit to each other. This site was my escape but now I can’t escape. Okay? Now I can’t because you guys interfere.