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there’s a hierarchy in the business of social security and medication, doctors,psych wards, therapists,ER doctors,etc. i was treated poorly upon admission to the ER last week and quickly escorted off to new orleans,LA to a very pimped out facility..but i have some grieveances and i feel violated..i was CEC’d and in restraints for 7 hrs. being shot up with haldol, ativan, benadryl, and god knows what else…i was screaming at the top of my lungs to get me the fuck out of their ***** ass restraints but thay’d come silence my pleads with more injections until i finally wake to an unruly police officer telling me i better use the bathroom cuz we’re not stopping ..so i pee. couldn’t even get a sip of water or rather felt hurried so didn’t consider it..needless to say i was so thirsty and dehydrated on our 3 hr. drive from the meds drying me out and slleping for 7 hrs. with no fluids now i was facing 3 hrs. straight drive non-stop and i could see how white my lips were in his plate glass window and i kept begging for a drink a tiny taste of water..i’m was traumatized…i was shackled..hands and feet tight and seat-belted..just not proper procedures…it all started two fridays ago when i called SSI telling them i’m having financial burdens and need some kind of help and what some possible options are and also felt like i got screwed out of my back pay well he said sir you received your back pay in april 2010 for $16,000..yeah..i said no you’re mistaken..he said it was cashed at my mom’s bank and then i realized my mom forged my name on the endorsement and fraudently stole my 16,000 dollars…so i broke down..i had SSI call the police for the fraudently activity but was quickly swarmed by 6 or 7 police cuz they thought i was danger to myself cuz i cut myself and they also exposed my penis to a female officer to see the cuts on my thighs..i was already melting down that week..i had about 30 hrs. of sleep that week..but anyway i was released last friday and really feel better but still unhappy with the money but i’m getting assistance with food and searching for low-income housing along with welfare and i already receive disability… i’ve forgiven my mom btw…16,000 is chump change compared to what she’s spent and still spends on me..well good luck..i’ll keep u in ma prayers..