It’s really bad to say, but I’m starting to wish someone would murder me or something, because suicide seems so hard, but I really don’t want to be alive…
For example, someone could stab me, but my survival instinct would stop me doing the same to myself. Â Someone could shoot me, but I don’t know how I’d get hold of a gun in this country.
I don’t really know what to do, I just want to die. Â A failed suicide attempt would be awful – being left a vegetable with no way out is my worst nightmare.
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So you want to die but make it look like an accident or a homicide?
I see your point, there is a fine like between “Your son has killed himself” and “You son was killed”
One (the first one) implies that it could of been prevented, the other (the second statment) implies that such at thing was our of your power.
And becuase of this, guilt is removed (from the second one) becuase your perants or loved ones feel that they could not of prevented it.
But with the first one, they feel as though they could of.
Sorry, I didn’t explain myself very well. I just meant I’m beginning to think it would be convenient right now if I was the victim of a murder, as I want to die but am apparently too much of a whimp to do it myself…
This is all probably very selfish of me etc, but life’s pointless anyway.
I TO Wish someone would kill me like stab me, or Someone could shoot me, tell i die
I wish I was bitten by venomous snakes. I’d do nothing and wait for death
Have the very same feelings you do, but if you want something done right, you usually have to do it yourself.
I know how you feel. Use the internet to try to find a “suicide partner” There is also one way for you to do it relatively painlessly.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fiboog0B5s4
Another option is always drowning.