I have so many things on my mind all day and when I get to write them down I have no idea what I was supposed to say…
It seems like everything is fitting back together. I’m friends with people I never thought I’d want to talk to again. I haven’t cut myself in so long. And I don’t want to go to counselling anymore. I don’t know whether I’m just too busy to think about anything right now or whether I’m lying to myself.
I have so many things annoying me at the moment…
-I’m trying to get fit and lose weight… and it just doesn’t seem to be working.
-I may have just made a big mistake by telling her I miss her…
-My hair just never looks right, and people tease me because it’s red.
-My sleeping pattern is really screwed up.
-I’ve made so many promises that I know I don’t want to keep.
-I get annoyed so easily that stupid things annoy me!
-No one really gives me a second glance.
-I’m never really happy.
-People always criticise me for the music I like.
-There is this one boy that I had a massive fight with because he is mean to everyone, now I’m scared he’s going to do something to me when I get back to school.
-I don’t think I’m really anyone’s ‘best friend’.
That’s just a few of the stupid things that always bother me… not much to be worried about, I know.
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i know that feeling.i try to lose weight it sometimes work and sometimes doesnt.Mostly cause i barely eat. My sleeping pattern is always screw up to the point of i shouldnt worry about it cause mostly i sleep all day.Even once school starts its going to be more fuck up then ever. If you dont like your hair change the color i change mines i think 5 or 6 times still going to dye it when schools start. Try doing that if your parents allow you too. My mom criticise the music i listen to cause she thinks its “depressing” or “suicide”. Its really not not even close.She doesnt understand at all same goes to the people who does that to you they just dont understand what it is or what is behind it.
I know. When I get back to school it’s going to be so screwed up!