Malfunctioning

It’s not supposed to be like this
I don’t know much
but I know for sure
it’s not supposed to be like this
Life may be grand
or maybe not
but one things for sure
it’s not supposed to be like this
The will to live; the fight to survive
God forgot to give me mine
or I had it once
and it just silently left
because it’s definitely not supposed to be like this