I want to fall in love.

I’m sick of this short-term bullshit.

I want to fall in love with an amazing guy.

I want to be able to say that I didn’t run away from him because I got scared of caring too much.

I want to be able to joke around and be my nerdy self with him.

I want to be able to feel somewhat careless around him because I know he’ll love me no matter what.

I’m done with these clingy little flings.

All they’re doing is pissing me off, though it’s mainly my fault they’ve failed.

Hopefully I’ll be better with it all by the time I can say I’ve truly fallen in love.

Here’s hoping.