Lately I’ve been having some less suicide based thoughts and more homicidal ones. Starting to scare myself a bit, what about you guys? ever thought about killing instead of dying?
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Why kill other people? I think its better to go alone. Alone we came in this world, alone we go
I did… when I was 17-18. I stopped those kind of thoughts when I.. learned to let it all go…. I don’t know what kind of situation you are in. Just don’t do anything you might regret..
Who you want to kill?
I did. I felt like shit I started being depressed and negative because of a lot of shit people would say and do to me. I wanted to commit suicide because I couldn’t handle it and I was tired of the pain. then I thought why should I end my life because of those people. I wouldn’t really say I felt like killing someone but I did feel like torturing them and making them wish they could die. but it was just anger and frustration and everything else. now all I care about is myself and fuck the rest of the world cuz if your gonna rely on anyone for help and support it might as well be yourself who knows what your going through better then you?
@alina damn thats darker than killing but i agree FUCK the world!
@donnie no specific person, just feel like shooting into a huge crowd then bam bam to myself
I’ve been getting that feeling more and more often lately. Slowly coming to terms with just how powerless/insignificant I am is leading to this anger (i think). It’s like, what right does anyone else have to be happy when I’m so miserable every minute of every day? regular folk will never fully understand what it feels like to be chronically depressed. It’s all just frustration; I don’t want to hurt anyone, I just want to share my pain in a way the world can understand(violence, sexual abuse, suffering etc).
exactly!