Don’t you just wish you could live without all the pain? Without all the tears? Without all the broken hearts and heavy fears? Life is so difficult, and I will never have the guts to commit suicide. I’m just gonna spend my whole life in misery, wondering why I can’t just be happy like my far-away friends, watching them all grow up, get married, have a reason to live, bur not me. I’m just a side-friend that no one pays attention to. Because that’s the truth. No one wants me, no one will. Just an empty life wishing I had some reason to live, but I don’t. There’s so many reasons I have to kill myself, but I know I never will. I want to find a way out of this agony, i cant do this on my own. I’m too dependent. Until someone lends me a hand and pulls me out, I’ll be stuck in this hole as long as I live. I want someone to protect me and hold me, just to love me. That’s all I want. Maybe I’ll find that someday, but then again, that’s just another dream.
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its not easy to find someone i know that. the loneliness is shared
i identify with pretty much everything you wrote.
How old are you??
I’m 16
people(psychiatrists) might tell you that what you are feeling is because you are young but don’t listen to them..they are liars..what you wrote I’ve been feeling that since my school days..i am 20 now and the situation’s still the same.make yourself strong..because ur situation will not improve..sorry if m lowering your morale but trust me its better than having false expectations
That sounds almost exactly what i used to think. But don’t give up hope. I made it out. I don’t care what he said your situation will improve, it did for me and i believe it can for you. Don’t ever let people tell you it won’t get better cuz i’ve been through the night, crawled through it almost my entire life and i made it to the brighter day. You jus have to hang in there, take control of your own life. It sounds cheesy as fuck but it’s the honest to God truth. You jus gotta reach down, grab whatever confidence and self esteem you do have and use it. It will take some time and it’s gonna suck but i promise you it will get better. Take it from someone with experience
No offense HEY, i didn’t mean to against everything you jus said