Dear Mom; <3

  September 12th, 2011 by RissaKuts

Dear Mom,

   Why? Why did yew do it, was it really worth it? This tore me too shreds, and yew don’t realize this. I asked yew why, yew said to “go away.” No one wants yew do go away. Yew say yer fine, but deep inside yew know yew aren’t. This was not yer answer; do yew understand how hard it is to wake up at 1:15 in the morning at the age of 13, with yew passed out at the end of my bed? I tried and tried to wake yew up, at first yew was unresponisive; but yew finally woke up. Tears flooded my eyes, and yew didn’t care. I’m only 13, I’m still just a child. I can only take so much til’ I start shutting down from this world. Everyone puts their problems on me, as if I’m a glutten for other peoples misery. I have been forced to grow up mentally, since the age of 7. I have dealt with dad and Justin fist fighting, yew and Justin fighting. I’ve had to call the cops to many times in my 13 years. Yew act like just because I’m a child, that I have nothing whatsoever to worry about. That’s impossible, when I’m holding onto yew and dad by such a small thread. I don’t know what else to do.  Why can’t my life be simple? I have an acholic father, who yew are so set on divorcing. I have a brother, who doesn’t think about anyone but himself, and then I have yew, that no matter how hard I try I can’t please yew; who apparently makes me feel worthless, and like I was a mistake. But, ofcourse I love yew with everything in me. But yet, yew tried to overdose. Mother, I don’t know what to do anymore; how do I please yew, why do yew expect me to deal with so much? Damn, I really think yew don’t know what I’m going through right now. Maybe I should be the one gone.. wouldn’t yew agree?


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