September 18th, 2011 by isanyonethere

Everything is bad.  I have a bad relationship with my parents and brother and i always will.  Everyday I go to school people mess with me.  Girls dont’ like me, it would be more accurate to say they just hate me.  I sit alone and cry in my room and pretend a girl is there hugging me and telling me they love me, but I know no one loves me.  I never felt any real love from my family or anybody really, except my friends but I think Im just a burden on them most of the time.  My family is very poor and I have to worry every month if well be able to make the house payment.  I have to watch girls go back to douchebags after the guy cheats on them.  I just wish I could meet a girl that would be in love with me.  The best part of her day would be being with me and the best part of my day would be being with her.  But forget it, thats a dream and should be used to it by now.  Knowing that I’ll always be alone.  That I’ll never have a real loving family.  Why can’t one person love me.  I don’t think I’m that bad.  I’m not attractive but Im smart and i think Im funny and Id be nice to whoever would be with me.  Somebody has to be out there.    I hate being so depressed and lonely.  I wish i was dead.


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