Everything is bad. Â I have a bad relationship with my parents and brother and i always will. Â Everyday I go to school people mess with me. Â Girls dont’ like me, it would be more accurate to say they just hate me. Â I sit alone and cry in my room and pretend a girl is there hugging me and telling me they love me, but I know no one loves me. Â I never felt any real love from my family or anybody really, except my friends but I think Im just a burden on them most of the time. Â My family is very poor and I have to worry every month if well be able to make the house payment. Â I have to watch girls go back to douchebags after the guy cheats on them. Â I just wish I could meet a girl that would be in love with me. Â The best part of her day would be being with me and the best part of my day would be being with her. Â But forget it, thats a dream and should be used to it by now. Â Knowing that I’ll always be alone. Â That I’ll never have a real loving family. Â Why can’t one person love me. Â I don’t think I’m that bad. Â I’m not attractive but Im smart and i think Im funny and Id be nice to whoever would be with me. Â Somebody has to be out there. Â Â I hate being so depressed and lonely. Â I wish i was dead.