The one I love more than anything, have given everything I ever wanted for, has one thing more important than me; he wants to be a Marine Corps officer. I gave up a commission in the Navy to be with him and that’s fine with me.  My brother has been in the marine corps for 9 years and part of that he was in Iraq.  I was terrified everyday that my brother wouldn’t come home.  My love has already let me know that he will not give up his dream and that I had better get used to it.  he is the best Ive ever had and now Im thinking of killing myself when he leaves.  I need someone to tell me that I’ll be ok but I cant talk to him about it.
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its a really good thing he is doing. i have a lot of family in the military so i can relate. its going to be hard but you got to keep believing god will bring him back. killing yourself will break your boys whole world down… dont put him through that because he wants to live out his dream. if you love him as much as you say, youve got to believe in his dream too. its a scary one but you should try just for him. everything will turn out fine. killing yourself isnt the answer honey. ive been there.