my time has come

  September 18th, 2011 by cws971

but I’m still here, last week I tryd to end it. but failed…. life fkn sucks! on house arrest, can’t go out, instead I sit at home depressed, thinking 24/7… up on some serious charges, if found guilty at trial probly have to do 2 years in jail. I have social anxiety and jail is a living hell. no way I can do that much time, last year was in for 3 months. it was brutal. drinking has ruined my fkn life…. I wish I got help and quit. but I didn’t well…. I can’t blame no one but my self. I can’t believe it has come to this. I can’t go on any longer…. I need to be in peace!!!!

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