I have a beautiful wife and two children. I stopped really connecting with my wife about 5 years ago. I love her, and she’s a great loving person. Her intentions are always good, and she has a good head on her shoulders, but like I said, I don’t have the same connection with her. I’m no prize, I’m a solid 60lbs overweight, and recently was laid off. Most people would probably say I’m out of my league with her. Despite this, I feel I’m trapped.
I could stay here the rest of my life with the security of the marriage, but it isn’t fair to either of us. If I leave, I risk a similar misery abandoning my family. I don’t see what level of happiness a divorced (currently unemployed) father of two can achieve.
The fix depresses me, and I’m drinking to ease the pain. I’m not an alcoholic, but I’ve recently turned to alcohol to dull my insides. I found this site by entering my feelings into a google search “I just want to disappear”.
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Go to your Dr. Fix your dick fixed. your (penis) the Dr can help you. Lose weight. And love your woman get her off. Be dirty play lust love.
what is wrong with you DR dolittle??????
u havent connected with ur wife for 5 years , lust when was the last time it was there. it is not like the time u were jus married, is it. u r older, she is older, guess u care for her coz u r still thinkin of waht will happen to her and the children. so u hav it in u . maybe try and connect. there must have been good times, is the memory of that just enough or more practically, bills kids edu and the rest