the note that made mommy cry

i woke up that morning feeling great a very pieceful day. but the happenings of this day were not what i felt. first i heard mommy crying i wondered what was wrong, so i left my room and found her on the floor sobbing harder then i could have ever imagined. at first the paper in her hand didnt stand out but then i noticed it what was it so i grabbed the paper from her hand. it read: to my loving family, these years despite your effort have been very trying and now i guess its just too much how can i explain how i feel? i know i cant say enough now in these last few hours but the most i can say is try not to miss me im done. love david. i quickly in shock ran to his room and there was dad holding davids dead body i fell to the floor stunned i was lying there in a pool of my brothers blood. i screamed i couldnt help it but it didnt even seem to phase father his eyes were a red ive never seen before not to mention ive never seen him cry. i looked at him the cut along his neck, the lifeless expression on his usually bright face. please god dont let this be real. its been three weeks since we found him dead. i cut now alot i cant handle the reality i have now i write a note of my own. parents im off to see my brother we need to be toghether good bye i love you but am lost right now. dee dee. i kut my own throat and in my last gasps can feel him hugging me snuggly.