Last night I had my first good dream in a while. I dreamed I was back with my real friends and with people who cared. I was back before now when the one I love still loved me and was willing to wait. When I could go to him when I felt broken again and he would fix me and make me not want to cut or die. And when even if I didn’t have him I had Kate who loved me just as much. Now I wake up hoping to be able to look around and see them but they’re not there.
what are the chances of me having that dream again?
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i am so freaking happy for you girlly
why? This was just a dream.
but it was a good one 🙂
it was 🙂 we need to start emailing again. I miss you
i miss you too and i will