Don’t know what to do anymore..

  October 26th, 2011 by AhoyItsKrissay

If any of you have seen my post “Ohh..life..” you’d know how I’m feeling right now, but it’s getting incredibly worse as the days go by.

My ex John, just got out of Juvy, and he can’t tell me why he went in the first place because the judge said so, and it’s irritating me, hella.

My ‘friends’ all leave me, so I’m always alone.

I’m getting a referral because I was late to the bus by like, a minute.. \:

I sit in my room, all day, just crying. I started cutting again.. and it’s getting back to as bad as it used to be. I’ve been thinking about how to die lately. Either pills, overdose, or bleeding.. maybe a car accident.. who knows. I just feel so useless and pointless to the world. I haven’t felt happiness in over 7 years..even though I’m only 14, I’ve been depressed for the longest time. I’m shocked I even have enough strength to put on a fake smile. I just want out of this world.. there’s no point for me.. I’m better off gone, I just know it..

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