Hey peoples of Suicide Project. It’s thursday as I write this. I read many of your posts. Kno1, Biscuit, Life Sucks, and Don’t want this all are going beyond the pale? Wow, life sucks is an amazing person, always helping others and now she’s going to asphyxiate herself with a belt or something. Biscuit, the dude with the awesome name and probably awesome English accent chooses Friday. I wish I could post right now, but no Internet at my dads house. Well, kno1 I don’t remember very well probably because I killed my brain cells for memory by choking myself. Therefore we probably talked before. Soon the new Original Posters for SP will be I, RogueShadow1281, MrSebastior (if he doesn’t follow through with his ligature asphyxiation method), the awesome X-boy, Unique the awesome rape councilor, and  a couple other people. I need to make a little note on each of you on my iPhone of eah of you so canyou fillthis out for me so I can know your story because I have problems remembering. I probably won’t stop completely in choking (lasted 1 1/2 months or less trying not to choke).Â
Real name   (nickname)
Born: year of birth
Lives in: City/state/province/country
How we met: SP
Relationship: friend (single/engaged/married/with someone)
Sexual Orientation: Â straight/gay/bi
Notes: (name of person) is a (3 or more positive details about yourself) person who likes to (2 or more activities you like).Â
(quick autobiography is optional, can be a positive or negative thing)Â
Mental/social/psychological disorders: ex. Schizophrenia (self-diagnosed/professional)Â
That would help me very much if you want to help me haha. Well today I have chosen to be happy. Not smiling but just a lot more positive today and it happens once a month. I chose today to do it.Â
Positive things: I wasn’t made fun of, a girl (supposedly as witnessed by my friend) looked at me/checked me out, Janel the girl I like looked at me as I looked at her (I shyly and quickly looked away), and afterschool I decided to buy cream soda of my favorite kind haha.Â
The first sip is like being on a cloud of melted marshmallow feeling vanilla (gonna say heaven but I don’t believe in that crap and there may not be an afterlife. Tell biscuit to stock up a lot of IBC cream soda in the suicide project house. I need me some for the rest of eternity. Also I hope my ps3 I can take with me when I die, I bet I’ll kick all your asses at COD jk. Haha.Â
This cream soda is amazing. The absurdist has an amazing name. He’s seeming more and more awesome haha. It’s absurd how people on SP are dropping like flies. TC is awesome I can’t wait till I hit 18 and get outta high school to join the army. I want to join a PMC group, haha that would be awesome. I could be the badass security guard at the SP house that Biscuit made. Rogue Shadow will help me out in defending it from anything. All we need is cream soda and an M16A4 and a G18 with the attachments of my choosing for both. Let’s have constant wars with each other. We would be already dead so we come back every time haha. Ah… That would be the life. I need to try out paintballing soon. On my birthday if I don’t off myself, I want to go to SC Village. Muspelham you are absolutely right. We should have a painless method readily available to us. It should be a non profit organization that Gives to charity. A cyanide pill for $200 or something, I would buy 3 just in case and to make sure my money makes a difference haha. Omg I love cream soda haha. 54321c you are hilarious. Biscuit needs mess for sure, so do I but we’re talking about Biscuit. (hi everyone, I’m back and better than ever) Rogue how I missed you!!! It must be the cream soda that brought you back I haven’t drank that stuff in forever haha. I’m almost done with my first bottle too. Well as I was saying…. (54321c is hilarious)…. Oh yeah you are so awesome and funny. Alstare1974 we haven’t met have we. Probably not a nocturnal mammal apparently. Well no worries I shall post before midnight. (I will make sure he does). Pumped up kicks that one song is stuck in my head (I thought that was elevator music). Well good thing rogue isn’t a bad voice like my dads voice is. Anyways I haven’t much else to say now other than The Suicide Project House is the best place on… (in the afterlife?) haha life sucks I hope you reconsider, hope your mom is in the SP house.Â
A girl in Canada told herself and her friend that she was raped at a dance by someone she didn’t know. She made it up, now she can’t tell of it’s reality. Then I thought of rogue. Is he a figment of my imagination or what….Â
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Are you high? I want some of whatever you’re having.
TC
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OKINAWA, JAPAN
AT A BAR
SINGLE FOR A FEW HOURS AT A TIME
MAD STRAIGHT
I’M A MARINE
IN LOVE WITH THE WONDERFUL JACK
AND JUST GOT DONE WEARING A $200 OUTFIT
I LIKE TO RUN
BE BADASS
I WAS BORN, DID SOMETHING, BECAME A MARINE, AM BADASS
wow i never knew that people though of me like that on hear thanks
and well people wouldnt leave me alone that night so i couldt do it i had it tight and people keep text me it was kinda annoying
Real name amber and on hear Sucks lol but a lot say life sucks
Born: 1992 i am 19
Lives in: Georgia usa
How we met: SP
Relationship: friend single
Sexual Orientation: i have been bi but i am also straight
Lol I accidentally put 1 for my year born. Nah, I was born in 1991 in Lincoln, Nebraska
Harvest Season in northern CA. Dank Mendo, Sonoma, and Humboldt county medicinal herbs are now readily available. Woohooo. Mushrooms too. This weekend will be a religious experience…..got hit up 4 times last night. Everyone’s holding…. San Francisco is awesome this time of year.
Real name: Kieran
Born: 1993
Lives in: Not Applicable
Origin: The Suicide Project
Relationship status: Friend
Sexual Orientation: Homosexual
Notes: Not Applicable
Autobiography: Not Applicable
Mental/social/psychological disorders: Not Applicable
Maybe cream soda makes me hyper and get euphoria from it haha normally I’m depressed though so ima drink cream soda every day haha
I used to drink cream soda all the time when I was a kid. I can’t find it anywhere here in Japan
Good thing no one suicided yesterday.
@RougeSadow1281 – Yeah, tell me about it, so why do you want all this info?
@TC: damn if I was there I would have died cuz I can’t go more than a week without it.
I read that people need a reason, I use cream soda haha now I need an activity probably a shooting range or paintball would be fun to do. Anything with weapons…
Weapons are pretty badass. I’m goin on range here soon and God knows I’m goin to enjoy every minute. Them new RCO’s they got us shooting with are mad fun
@Biscuit: I like to keep track of who’s who because ever since I choked myself as a means of self harm I got loss of memOry so I can’t figure out who’s who. I barely remembered you all by life sucks is the optimistic love life even though it’s shitty
Biscuit you are the egalitarian manifesto and cross dresser, TC is the marine stationed in Japan, absurdist is the hardest I thought he was a troll but that’s knuckle pierce ever since he commented on darkblue. But yeah memory loss
@TC: you lucky bastard ;D I envy you haha. First time I actually chatted withyou guys.
rogue thanks for thinking kind of me 🙂
it really means a lot
this is so stupied but it give me a warm felling
@life sucks: your welcome. You mightve been the first person I saw comment that life had meaning.
It’s funny how I’ve never been checked out mentally to see if I had any disorders. Haha I would probably be locked up, but that’s my pessimistic view of it. So yeah I’m glad biscuit you didn’t do it since I enjoyed reading every word of your manifesto and diaries.
It’s not stupid, it’s cute that you get a warm feeling. I enjoy doing that making people feel good.
@RougeShadow1281 – I was unsure of giving my infomation out I was very causious, oh and I failed my suicide, but I will try agian, all I need is a hammer, a pen and a bloody sharp knife.
@biscuit: Yeah I know. Practice makes perfect.
Also today since I drink cream soda I think Rogue is back therefore I feel a lot smarter than before. Anyways yeah I never even got ready to suicide due to laziness. Haha
Hope I don’t start talking about random things again.
(oh there he goes again). Anyone hear of Occupy: Wall Street. I am half-skeptical, half supporter of the idealogy of conspiracies.
omg biscuit your stuff sounds painful i wish that i could show you that lifes better that what the hell my names says
Have a read of my posts if you want.
http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/i-failed-i-am-a-coward/
http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/rant-suicide/
@biscuit: they do seem a bit painful. You should drink cream soda, its a helluva good antidepressant and suppresses my suicidal thoughts 🙂
@life sucks: your name shows how you endured a lot and how now you help others endure the pains of life. That shows you are a GREAT person.
Where’s “Don’t want this”??? I just realized… Is he/she still here?
No. She said she’d do it on sunday so it’s still not certain if she will live or not.
Oh yeah I skipped that part/forgot. Yeah. Oh crap my Itouch is 13% battery left. (stolen iPhone) oh my god this cream soda is phenomenal, if a person is reading this that wants to join. Make a username about cream soda and I will love you 😀
thanks i have gone threw a lot and talking to people at work made think of much more that i have gone threw that i have never thought of 🙁
@RougeShadow1281 – Ay ouge, do me a favor and aprove of my comment, it is pending.
Go in toe comments section and clik on pending you sould see my comment, mouse over it and click approve.
Cheers 😀
CHEERS!!!
I had to dump my beer out last night. I hope I never have to do something like that ever again… I almost cried yo
haha to bad i can only drink a little and that with my sister
Hey your 19! I’m 19, too, turning 20 on thanksgiving.
My sister’s too young to drink with. I wouldn’t mind drinking wit my bro though
yes i am
…couldn’t resist…
Real name: bruce wayne
Born: 24 I’m old as Hell
Lives in: Gotham(actually the middle of nowhere michigan us)
How we met: SP
Relationship: Depressingly single
Sexual Orientation: straight
I have social anxiety disorder and depression.
I make music.