Sorry for the language… I’m just confused it seems. I have this dream of being in the army but my allergy prevents it. And the next best thing is…well.. swat (e.r.t. in canada) ANYWAY. What’s holding me back is… I’d feel unfit or guilty for a job like that. You need to be a cop first and honestly my mind is too fucked. If I can’t go a day without my suicidal thoughts, how the hell am I supposed to function with a gun in my hand?! Ugh this life is shit. Why am I still here?!
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I takes heart, Bro. If you wanna do something in life you gotta have heart to overcome everything in between you and your dream.
I wish man, but the whole military thing, heart won’t cure a severe allergy :(I get where you’re coming from though
I got a friend who had severe asthma and he made it.
Hi,
If I were you, I’d start by figuring out why I wanted to join the army or SWAT. What things attract you to those careers? Maybe you can find the same qualities elsewhere? Also, what are your hobbies, what do you enjoy doing?
TC, I emailed some recruiter he said it how it is
Muspelhem, I wanted those careers because of how honorable they are, i don’t want to be another office guy… but it doesn’t matter